when I say who cares, do I really mean it?

being rejected,

envy,

treated with bias,

I've tried my best.

yet,

I don't feel good, not at all.

exams are finally over! tho I don't feel damn happy at all, mb just relief and not as stressed. then again, thinking about having to look for a job makes me damn sian. give me more events, shows and shoots and I'll be happy. ohwell.

yesterday was my last HRM paper, was manageable and hopefully I'll be able to pass. so decided to let down my hair after the paper. baby and I went out for a good dinner and to sing and drink. haha. i didn't bring my camera, so couldn't take any pictures. :(

tho it's only just the 2 of us, at least I felt relaxed for the first time. tho ed kept being tiko and look at the girls in the pub, I couldn't really give a damn but made him drink more. hahha. sigh. and tho cab fare's 36bucks, i aint really bothered by it. oh man, i feel damn sian. i dunno why. sigh.

I cannot believe this, stressed cos' you can't cope with studies and not making me feel that you don't care bou me? like what? isn't caring from the bottom of your heart? what's there to be stressed about? and cos of this, I'm a burden to you? all's just crap, seriously. fancy giving me this at this period of time. you are stressed of getting your A's, I'm stressed, not getting A's but a pass. give me a break!

SP Library

sigh, super stressed. :(

Corporate Finance today was damn damn damn fucking bloody hard, I thought last year was hard, this year's worst and I don't know why. Are the examiners out to kill us? Can you imagine how I felt, I actually teared while doing the paper, I saw the paper, was totally blanked and started writing something like half an hour later. I was on the verge of giving up, the little devil in my brain was telling me to go home, but I stayed on telling myself no matter what I have to squeeze out the damn bloody 34 marks out of the bloody paper. I don't understand why all the theory qns are gone, is it bcos last yr's theory was way too much and they have to dump all the calculations qns into the paper. I've never felt this screwed. Well, merely 34 marks and I can't even squeeze it out makes me damn disheartened. Do miracles really exist? It did last year for my POA paper and I hope this year, it will too. I know I should be looking forward, studying hard for my next 2 papers, but I'm damn demoralised. SIGH. PLEASE allow miracles to exist and please make the next 2 papers manageable. God bless.

anybody out there who's willing to adopt 2 cute pups, please please please email me @ alistys@gmail.com or give me a call. thanks!

CHILL!

Relax Man, RELAX!!

THIS IS 2009
Don't take life so seriously!

DANCE

REST

GET RETAIL THERAPY

SLEEP A LITTLE

HAVE FUN

GIGGLE A LOT

SCREAM AT THE TOP OF YOUR VOICE

TAKE A BUBBLE BATH

AND BE HAPPY!!!!

:)

Ugly Singaporeans

been awhile since I've been on the train. Singapore is indeed a multiracial country with loads of different weird body scents which is driving me crazy. On a side note, looking at my reflection opposite, I miss my long hair dearly, totally hate my short ugly hair, blame it on moonsoon and my stupidity. alright, back to the main topic, the scents wasn't the main culprit, what's making me feel worst is this damn aunty right in front of me. well, i'm sure aunties have seen lots of tv programmes portraying how ugly and unhygienic singaporeans are in public and yet she's not even taking note. Fancy showing me your unshaved armpits and worst of all, scratched them right in front of me! then used those fingers to scratch other parts of your body then hold the railing. eeeee, can you imagine how sick i felt. i was hoping she wouldn't have the chance to sit next to me but i guess i was damn suay, makes my tummy churn more. :(

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the first paper is in another less than 24 hours time. sigh, please please please bless me.

damn. so dead.

5 more days to my first paper, i need more motivation to study! sigh, solow's growth, philips curve, baumol-tobin model, Lucas Islands of imperfect information, blah blah blah. it's only a quarter of MACRO!! i'm sure your head will burst! my god!

god bless me.

I'm damn upset at the wrong period of time and i know i shouldn't continue on, no matter what.

Husband for Sale


A store that sells husbands has just opened in Mumbai, where a
woman may go to choose a husband.


Among the instructions at the entrance is a description of how the
store operates. You may visit the store ONLY ONCE!


There are six floors and the attributes of the men increase as the
shopper ascends the flights.


There is, however, a catch. .... You may choose any man from a
particular floor, or you may choose to go up a floor, but you cannot
go back down except to exit the building!


So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a
husband...


On the first floor the sign on the door reads:

Floor 1 - These men have jobs and love the Lord.

*********

The second floor sign reads:

Floor 2 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, and
love kids.

*********

The third floor sign reads:

Floor 3 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, love
kids, and are extremely good looking.


" Wow," she thinks, but feels compelled to keep
going.

*********

She goes to the fourth floor and sign reads:

Floor 4 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, love
kids, are drop- dead good looking and help with the housework.

"Oh, mercy me!" she exclaims, "I can hardly stand
it!"

*********

Still, she goes to the fifth floor and sign reads:

Floor 5 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, love

kids, are drop- dead good looking and help with the housework.

"Oh, mercy me!" she exclaims, "I can hardly stand
it!"

*********

Still, she goes to the fifth floor and sign reads:

Floor 5 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, love
kids, are drop- dead gorgeous, help with the housework, and have a strong romantic streak.

She is so tempted to stay, but she goes to the sixth floor and the sign
reads:

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Floor 6 - You are visitor 4,363,012 to this floor. There are no men on this floor.
This floor exists solely as proof that women are
impossible to please.


Thank you for shopping at the Husband Store. Watch your step as you exit the building, and have a nice day!

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this is damn funny too lah! haha!

THE MEN'S RULES

i thought this is funny and so i practically copied and paste from an email. haha, at least this is common among all, i'm sure not self centred tho. :)

At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down

Finally , the guys' side of the story.
( I must admit, it's pretty good.)
We always hear " the rules "
From the female side.

Now here are the rules from the male side.

These are our rules!
Please note.. these are all numbered "1 "
ON PURPOSE! Pay careful attention to the ones in red

1. Men are NOT mind readers.
( FIRST & FOREMOST RULE )

1. Learn to work the toilet seat.
You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down.
We need it up, you need it down.
You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down.

1. Sunday sports, It's like the full moon
or the changing of the tides.
Let it be.

1. Crying is blackmail.

1. Ask for what you want.
Let us be clear on this one:
Subtle hints do not work!
Strong hints do not work!
Obvious hints do not work!
Just tell us what you want!

1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptableanswers to almost every question..

1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do.
Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.


1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument.
In fact, all comments become Null and void after 7 Days.


1. If you think you're fat, you probably are.
Don't ask us.

1. If something we said can be interpreted two ways and one of the ways makes you sad or angry, we meant theother one

1. You can either ask us to do something
Or tell us how you want it done.
Not both.
If you already know best how to do it, just do it yourself.

1. Whenever possible, Please say whatever you have to say during commercials..because we don't disturb

you while you are watching your soaps and serials.

1. Christopher Columbus did NOTneed directions and neither do we.

1. ALL men see in only 16 colors, like Windows default settings.
Peach, for example, is a fruit, not A color. Pumpkin is also a fruit. We have no idea what mauve is.

1. If it itches, it will be scratched.
We all do that.

1. If we ask what is wrong and you say "nothing," We will ! act like nothing's wrong.
We know you are lying, but it is just not worth the hassle. !

1. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, Expect an answer you don't want to hear.

1. When we have to go somewhere, absolutelyanything you wear is fine... Really .

1. Don't ask us what we're thinking about unless you are prepared to discuss such topics as Racing
or Football.

1. 1 You have enoughclothes.

1. 2 You have too manyshoes.

1. I am in shape. ! RoundIS a shape!

1. Thank you for reading this.
Yes, I know, I have to sleep on the couch tonight;


But did you know men really don't mind that ? It's like camping.

Pass this to as many men as you can -
to give them a laugh.

Pass this to as many women as you can -

to give them a bigger laugh.

Secretaries' Week

RUNWAY FASHION SHOW PRESENTING IORA OFFICE WEAR AND ROYAL SPORTING HOUSE MIZUNO GOLF WEAR

The Backstage

Amanda

Elaine

Karen

Sindy

Dawn

The Show

I know I look like a ghost in some pictures, blame it on the lighting k, not me. haha. I should say it was a success although I was damn nervous initially. but after getting used to it, it was great fun! I hope I can do more such shows after my damn papers, hopefully bridal runways. :)

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SIGH! Exams are in another 2 weeks time! my first paper will be on the 13th May. AHHHH!! DAMN STRESSED!! but i'm not working hard enough. argh. still thinking of taking up assignments. luckily i didn't, am going to push away assignments for this 1 month. people, wait for me k! JUNE, and i'll be out!!