didn have the time to comment on the song, my wish by rascal flatts. this is really nice. i always have good music taste as usual. dont you guys agree? haha. :)

well, seriously rascal flatts my wish can be translated into many different ways. a wish from the parents to the kids, wish for your boy or girlfriend, wish for your dead beloved. many many forms.

and these are my wishes for everybody.

to mum and dad: my wish for you is that both of you can retire soon.:)

to averil: my wish for you is that you will grow up a little more.:)

to lakz: my wish for you is that you will stay healthy forever, mummy dont want to lose you. :)

to gela and diora: my wish for you is that this life becomes all you want it to.:)

to zimin and ada: my wish for you is that everything will become the best for you in life.:)

to may-anne: my wish for you is that your worries will stay small.:)

to sister ivan: my wish for you is that you will study hard and do well for your papers.:)

to uncle huat: my wish for you is that you will stay happy forever.:)

to edmund: my wish for you is that you will not be so ti ko peh.:)

to leo: my wish for you is that you will marry your next girlfriend.:)

to sheikh: my wish for you is that you will strive in what you are doing now. :)

to zhen yi: my wish for you is that your dreams will stay big.:)

to hui hui: my wish for you is that you will be really happy with your boyfriend.:)

to kwangwen and teo: my wish for you is that you guys will get well soon.:)

to ad: my wish for you is that you will become smarter and win the coming competition.:)

to samuel: my wish for you is that your school work will not pile up.:)

to snir: my wish for you is that your wish will come true.:)

to l: my wish for you is that you will be safe and sound for your trip to taiwan.:)

and lastly,

my wish for myself, one wish will do, is to stay happy and carefree in whatever I do. and in order to make myself happy, be successful in everything I do. :)

Rascal Flatts- my wish

I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow,
and each road leads you where you wanna go,
and if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
if it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile.
But more than anything, more than anything...

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
your dreams stay big, your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
and while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.
I hope you never look back, but you never forget,
all the ones who love you, in the place you left,

I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,and you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
and always give more than you take.
But More than anything, yeah, more than anything...

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
your dreams stay big, your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
and while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish. Yeah.

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
your dreams stay big, your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
and while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

i did a super dumb and unproductive thing today. lol. chasing, running, playing hide and seek with ad in and out, up and down of esplanade for 2 and a half freaking hours! lol. seriously, how dumb and childish can we get. i wanted to snatch back my bag, he wanted to get my phone and delete some interesting pictures. hahaha. ad is so so so dead. :p and im feeling so so so so shiok. hahaha. first time ad is so quiet, not sarcastic, so good boy on msn. hahahaha.

i still had fun tho. :)

laugh the damn whole day. we chilled at the fountain in suntec and started daring each other to do things. lol. i was dared to look at the security guard in his eye for 10secs because he kept looking at me, but sad to say, i fail. he's not cute enough! lol.

i seriously think we were nuts for the day. what kinda penis?! please stop being dumb will you? hahahaha.

it hurts, it really hurts. but i have to just let it go. no matter what.

Continuation of study kaki

edmund.

look at edmund's chi ko peh look. omg!! haha.

leo.

aiya! forgot to take the pictures of edmund's more chi ko peh look when playing pool. hahaha. you people should see that look and laugh your ass off. hahaha. oops. did i say anything wrong edmund? hahahaha.

i missed. :(

sister ivan said my blog's getting really boring. really? i thought one line sentence are cool. it shows everything if one is smart enough to read between the lines. i guess somebody's just dumb. haha. sister ivan, interesting already? more to come eh. hahaha.

anyway, talking bou reading between lines. i read this book bou psychology. interesting things, and one particular section that interest me the most, MIND READING. I'm sure everybody loves reading minds, and im sure everybody reads minds through guessing, intuition, sixth sense, blah blah blah. but why guess when you can actually ask? :)

owell. i seriously dont know what's wrong with the world lately. climate changing, more and more people getting viral attacks, more and more people dying. omg. i was chatting on msn with ad, talking bou death. if i were to die one day, who will actually come to my wake? and how would my friends know. haha. im gonna tell my sister, if i ever die one day, send a msg to everybody in my contact list. lol. so that everybody knows. if not, i'll be very sad when my soul sees nobody at my wake. :(

im spouting nonsense again, must be all the stress' fault. damnit. i seriously hate UOL. im bonkers. :(

before i forget, bro sam, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!! i am so so so so sorry that i forgot and very very guilty too. :)

i hope this time round it's really true.

when things get a little too serious, it just means that it's the end.

time is all i need.

Pool

i wish a hole is right in front of me now.

Study kaki

my studying kakis who are really lame at times. esp with leo and edmund around. hahaha. o guess what, me and angela saw a flasher at amk library. like what the hell right, of all places. it's supposedly to be a sane place. lol. to be exact, the flasher flashed gela first, then gela asked me to go over and see. bloody hell, damn fucking disgusting la. so big and black somemore. oops!! tsk, too bad didn manage to capture a picture, if not he's so fucking dead. dumb asshole with no bloody brains. lol.

owell, im super tired now that's why im spouting nonsense. hahaha. ciao. :)

when dreams start appearing, it means that you are getting further away from reality.

thread breaks, disappointment surface.

every setback i face, makes me colder each and every single day.

can you tell that you are tearing me apart?

Rascal Flatts- what hurts the most

can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

(Not seeing that loving you)
That’s what I was trying to do

you left traces everywhere till i can't stop thinking.

i'm nuts.

i know i should stay focused. but something's pulling me back and that something doesnt seem real anymore.

i guess some things have to be locked up and never be told. :)

remember you telling me if i ever fall in love with a player, you will come back and bash the fella up cos u'll never want to see him hurt me? then can you please bash yourself up, cos you are hurting me.

all i want to know now is where exactly are you. i really miss you. i know this shouldnt happen, i've already controlled. but i just cant help it. like what sister ivan said, i shouldn be so naive to even believe whatever you said, but i cant help still hoping for something. i just cant help falling in love with you.

i am still waiting.

International furniture fair Singapore 2008 at Expo

some wonderful pictures of my damned workplace. :)

benjamin


celine.

snir

xiao bai

i will definitely miss everybody there. :)

i always get such lobangs. please just fuck off from life, fucking irritating.

furniture show's finally over! yea! had fun la, although it's tiring. owell. at least i received lots of compliments and praises. haha. this statement keeps running in my head. NEVER EVER TRUST WHATEVER A MAN TELLS YOU. it's from this old caucasian who came over and talked to us. it's really really true. fucking true.

owell. i definitely have pictures to post. but not today. im kind of lazy. :(

damn the client. everything's fine except the teeth. yea. everything is wrong except your teeth! i hope I shut him up today. but no!! please please please replace me. it's god damn tired standing 9 fucking hours with heels!! and with only 2 sandwiches, no, 3 to be exact in the stomach! god damnit. hard earned money leh. fucked up. but owell. for the money, i tolerate. just praying that i'm replaced. my feet are fucking sore. and i have to wake up 6am in the fucking morning to rush to expo! wtf. it's my sleeping time!! argh. just let me rant, i am god damn tired. haven been this tired for so long. ono.

seriously, i don't know what's wrong with me seriously. giddy spells even when lying down. o great.

yea, i'll try. and soon enough, everything will end. because i know i will never ever agree.

cinderella isnt happy. :(

stupid boy with my pile of dumb notes.

his hair is damn curly wurly and i don't know why. mummy says curly wurly hair means super michievious. lol. some kind of theory.

刘明峰 无尽的爱

我在每個和你分開的日子裡　
愛你的心從未止息
看時間悄悄劃開我們的距離　
讓我不能自己

發現我不夠好你也不完美
紛紛擾擾傷痕累累
恨自己當初傷害你不懂得珍惜　
卻來不及

我在無盡的等待　
卻只剩傷害　
心碎的時刻　
喔　有誰能明白
無盡的懸崖　
孤獨的存在　
沒有你的未來

我的愛　失去後才明白　
後知後覺 你卻在咫尺天涯
道不盡千言萬語　
在心口難開　
真實你的存在
你的愛　我總是放不開　
只能在夢醒時分　
痛卻難以釋懷
在我心上沒人能替代　
是你的無盡存在　
無盡的愛…

too bad, no videos for this song.

thanks uncle huat. :)

i guess i really did a good deed by introducing. yeah. as long as everyone's happy, i'm happy. :)

mind games are interesting, but it gets really tiring at times. because guessing isn interesting. im lazy i know. :)

it's time to work hard, for my chocolate buffet! yeah~ i'll hold you to that.

it's happening.

shell-ed from the outside world.

shouting out loud 'leave me alone'.

and telling people, 'don't worry, i'm fine. cos i really am. :)'

OneRepublic - Stop And Stare

This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shakin off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel...
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can u see what I see

They're tryin to come back, all my senses push
Un-tie the weight bags, I never thought I could...
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Gonna run till you can't walk
But something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need

What u need, what u need...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, do u see what I see...