DAMN! i'm supposed to freaking study, yet I'm playing games online at this hour. argh. someone please just remind me that there's not much time left! but but but, i'm going over to nanyang poly to study tomorrow. ARGH! i totally hate this period tho I know that when i start working I'll miss studying. i know im damn contradicting but i'm normal. sigh. please please please, let me do well this year, you know how critical it is for the second year. :(

been paying loads of bills and cash lately. sigh, plus no work, no jobs, only a mere pathetic tuition. then again, it's better than nothing.

alright! games games games! :)

had a super late dinner at Melben Seafood with my crappy cum super lovable colleagues from Autofrance. hahaha. apparently, melben's supposed to be famous for their crabs but i was famished. so no pictures, hahaha. ohwell, i'm sure i've mentioned chung and anthony before. introducing the new colleague from Land Rover, Joe. he looks the youngest among the guys isn't it? he's only 24. :) ohwell, i asked a super random qn just now. 'when are they getting married?' sigh, and the usual answer from the 2 old men is no right ones. sigh, no wedding dinners for me. :(

go find the right one lah! everytime only talk about work when i meet them. hahaha. i hope the next time round i see them i will get a yes.

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rmb the news on this guy trying to be another edison? i was browsing through his blog, one word to describe, sick. cousin, even aunties, omg. no wonder they say guys think with their penis, not the brains. tsk.

alright, i'm supposed to study. ohwell, got to leave it to tmr. goodnight!

STRESSED, STRESSED, STRESSED!

shan't be bothered with miscellaneous and non-related stuff now!

i was reading through different blogs and find them rather interesting. all sorts of blogs, blogging for the fun of it, blogging about oneself, blogging on how to humiliate people, and they are people that they arent really close to or people that have no business with them, just cos they feel damn unhappy inside. ohwell, i guess it's just other people's problem, it's their choice to blog whatever they want isn't it. i rant like crazy too but i guess i don't show their faces nor show their names everywhere. i guess that's the least respect i can give them. hahaha.

ps. to friends out there, whatever I tell you, please just keep it to yourself unless it's someone really close to you and provided that they have promised not to say a thing by whichever means. it doesn't feel good when the trust is broken isn't it especially when you treat them as a good friend. :)

little updates

alright, i got myself a new HTC phone. it's just a touch 3G. too bad, i dont have that much money for a HD. :(

been driving alot lately, shan't say why.

had a major argument.(super sick of it.)

been mugging, but not everyday cos of some irritating distractions that should not affect me.

exams are in another month plus time.(and i'm super stressed)

realised that I cannot say we are still alright, cos the next day, there will definitely be another quarrel again.(too many times to be coincidental)

last but not least, disgusted by super fake and hypocritical people, be it online, school, and in the public. seriously, say whatever you want right smack into my face, not behind me, not through people and definitely not through some unknown nick. so irritating. tsk.

25 tips for a healthy heart

alright, i received an email from a friend and find it useful for all. so here goes, 25 tips for a healthy heart. should really read it, especially when most Singaporeans are super unhealthy. haha. i remember chatting with Sheikh and the guys and Sheikh was telling us that he had some gathering with his friends for a picnic. Singaporeans will bring super unhealthy food like fried bee hoon, blah blah, but the westerners actually bring fruits instead. and true enough, when i was doing this show, i got to know Jennifer Banse, she's a mixed and I noticed that she will bring a banana everyday during the show. haha. i'm gonna start eating more fruits to stay healthy! :)

CANCEROUS FOODS / PRODUCTS

INSTANT NOODLES

Dear instant noodle lovers,?
Make sure you break for at least 3 days after one session of instant noodles before you eat your next packet! Please read the info shared to me by a doctor. My family stopped eating instant noodles more than 5 years ago after hearing about the wax coating the noodles - the wax is not just in the Styrofoam containers but it coats the noodles. This is why the instant noodles do not stick to each other when cooking.?

If one were to examine the ordinary Chinese yellow noodles in the market, one will notice that, in their uncooked state the noodles are oily.. This layer of oil prevents the noodles from sticking together.?

Wanton noodles in their uncooked state have been dusted with flour to prevent them sticking together. When the hawker cooks the noodles, notice he cooks them in hot water and then rinses them in cold water before cooking them in hot water again.. This process is repeated several times before the noodles are ready to be served. The cooking and rinsing process prevents noodles from sticking together.?

The hawker then 'lowers the noodles in oil and sauce to prevent the noodles from sticking if they are to be served dry. Cooking instructions for spaghetti require oil or butter to be added in the water when boiling the spaghetti to prevent the pasta from sticking together. Otherwise, one gets a big clump of spaghetti!?

There was an SBC (now TCS) actor some years ago, who at a busy time of his career had no time to cook, resorted to eating instant noodles everyday. He got cancer later on. His doctor told him about the wax in instant noodles. The doctor told him that our body will need up to 2 days to clear the wax. There was also an SIA steward who after moving out from his mother's house into his own house, did not cook but ate instant noodles almost every meal. He had cancer, and has since died from it.?

Nowadays the instant noodles are referred as '?cancer noodles?'.


SATAY LOVERS (BARBECUE)

If you all eat Satay, don't ever forget to eat the cucumber, because eating Satay together with carbon after barbequing can cause cancer.?
But we have a cure for that... Cucumber should be eaten after we eat the Satay because Satay has carcinogen (a cancer causing element) but cucumber is anti-carcinogenic. So don't forget to eat the cucumber the next time you have Satay's.?


PRAWNS(SUGPO) & VIT C?

DO NOT eat shrimp / prawn if you have just taken VITAMIN C pills!!
This will cause you to DIE in ARSENIC (As) toxication within HOURS!!?


PORK AWARENESS?

Try this and see whether the pork you bought has worms. There goes with your 'Bak Kut Teh' for those who love it. Most men love to eat this so watch out before it's too late. If you pour Coke (yes, the soda) on a slab of pork, wait a little while, you will SEE WORMS crawl out of it. A message from the Health Corporation of Singapore about the bad effects of pork consumption. Pig's bodies contain MANY TOXINS, WORM and LATENT DISEASES.?

Although some of these infestations are harboured in other animals, modern veterinarians say that pigs are far MORE PREDISPOSED to these illnesses than other animals. This could be because PIGS like to SCAVENGE and will eat ANY kind of food, INCLUDING dead insects, worms, rotting carcasses, excreta including their own, garbage, and other pigs. INFLUENZA (flu) is one of the MOST famous illnesses which pigs share with humans. This illness is harboured in the LUNGS of pigs during the summer months and tends to affect pigs and human in the cooler months.?

Sausage contains bits of pigs' lungs, so those who EAT pork sausage tend to SUFFER MORE during EPIDEMICS of INFLUENZA. Pig meat contains EXCESSIVE quantities of HISTAMINE and IMIDAZOLE compounds, which can lead to ITCHING and INFLAMMATION; GROWTH HORMONE which PROMOTES INFLAMMATION and growth; sulphur containing mesenchymal mucus which leads to SWELLING and deposits of MUCUS in tendons and cartilage, resulting in ATHRITIS, RHEUMATISM, etc.?
Sulphur helps cause FIRM human tendons and ligaments to be replaced by the pig's soft mesenchymal tissues, and degeneration of human cartilage.?

Eating pork can also lead to GALLSTONES and OBESITY, probably due to its HIGH CHOLESTEROL and SATURATED FAT content. The pig is the MAIN CARRIER of the TAENIE SOLIUM WORM, which is found in its flesh. These tapeworms are found in human intestines with greater frequency in nations where pigs are eaten. This type of tapeworm can pass through the intestines and affect many other organs, and is incurable once it reaches beyond a certain stage. One in six people in the US and Canada has RICHINOSIS from eating trichina worms, which are found in pork.?

Many people have NO SYMPTOMS to warm them of this, and when they do, they resemble symptoms of many other illnesses. These worms are NOT noticed during meat inspections.?


SHAMPOO!!!!! !

Cancer-causing substance in shampoos. Go home and check your shampoo. Change before it's too late.... Check the ingredients listed on your shampoo bottle, and see they have a substance by the name of Sodium Laureth Sulfate, or simply SLS. This substance is found in most shampoos; manufacturers use it because it produces a lot of foam and it is cheap. BUT the fact is, SLS is used to scrub garage floors, and it is very strong!!! It is also proven that it can cause cancer in the long run, and this is no joke. Shampoos that contains SLS:???the new Hemp Shampoo from Body Shop etc.. contain this substance.?

The first ingredient listed (which means it is the single most prevalent ingredient) in Clairol's Herbal Essences is Sodium Laureth Sulfate. Therefore, I called one company, and I told them their product contains a substance that will cause people to have cancer.. They said, Yeah we knew about it but there is nothing we can do about it because we need that substance to produce foam. By the way Colgate toothpaste also contains the same substance to produce the 'bubbles'. They said they are going to send me some information.?

Research has shown that in the 1980s, the chance of getting cancer is 1 out of 8000 and now, in the 1990s, the chances of getting cancer is 1 out of 3, which is very serious. Therefore, I hope that you will take this seriously and pass this on to all the people you know, and hopefully, we can stop 'giving' ourselves cancer-causing agents.

Notice

Reduce the amount of tea you consume


Do not eat bread which has only JUST been toasted


Keep your distance from hand phone chargers


Drink more water in the morning, less at night


Do not drink coffee twice a day


Reduce the amount of oily food you consume


Best sleeping time is from 10pm at night to 6am in the morning


Do not have HUGE meals after 5pm


Do not take alcohol more than one glass/cup/serving a day


Do not take pills with cool water


Do not lie down immediately after taking medicine before sleeping


Getting less than 8 hours of sleep affects your health


People used to napping will not get old easily


If you can't get do early morning runs, 5pm-8pm in the afternoon is agreat time for jogging


When battery is down to the last grid/bar, do not answer the phone.?The radiation is 1000 times


Answer the phone by left ear.?It'll spoil your brain directly by using right ear


Do not use headphones/earphone for extended periods of time.?Rest your ear awhile after 1 hour

STAY HEALTHY!

is it really true that in a man's world, when they tell you that their feelings are fading and yet they could still kiss you means the feelings are still there and strong just that it's lesser? or are they just being a selfish bastard who wants to fark around and thinking that the woman would be dumb enough not to know that. or are there really rare cases? or is it really totally the woman's fault that causes the fading? so what should I believe? the woman's fault or a selfish bastard?

advice me seriously.

what if you were in my position.

so many things can happen in just a day. i hate mind games, i really do. i feel everything's so so so hard on me, trying to be normal, trying not to be stressed up, trying not to be bothered, trying to be happy. everything just seems so hard. i'm really tired, really tired.

i miss the old you, i really do.

i'm tired of making things work, i'm tired of misunderstandings, i'm tired of having to explain, i'm tired of living it your way, give me back my own life, and i'll prolly be happier this way. everything's causing hurt and i'm losing it.

Tell me, is it really true that all good, nice and pleasant looking men either married, attached, gay or even dead?

~I never knew I could hurt like this~

this isn't healthy i know, but i'm not willing to give up, not yet.

i did my online e-prelim for hrm yesterday night. It's a 3 hour paper and started at 1am so you can imagine how tired I am even though i gave up 2 hrs later. i mean know what to write and stuff but i was just super lazy and tired to think, so i gave up 1 qn and we supposed to complete 3 qns. haha. who cares, it's just prelims. ohman, mugging and mugging everyday. im having financial reporting prelims tomorrow and i'm so dead. i hate accounts lah! totally cannot make it. sigh. juggling with studies, work, friends and boyfriend isn easy. :(

Can u believe it, i'm going to KL with my friends and bf in august and of course with my mum, but but i'm still excited. it's my first time taking an airplane with friends altho it's only half an hour. hahahahha! damn dumb, but it's ok, i'll try my best to enjoy myself.

ohwell, stay tune for the next post, 'people in my life'. hahaha. im sure MOST of you will be in it, so dont get offended even if you see things you dont like. ;)

He's Just Not That Into You

Everybody's talking bou the movie, friends, even radio stations. random people commenting that you'll find it useful after watching the movie, that women'll understand men more and men'll understand women more. I find it likewise, personally, it's a little draggy, makes it boring and not trying to be bimbotic, i know certain rules stated in the movie. funnily, women are just women and as the movie shows, women will find all sorts of reasons and excuses to rebut the rules. and yes, i'm one of them. i'm a woman too and somehow loves complicating things. :)

It sets me thinking how true the rules are and that rules can be twisted by anyone isn it? i mean aren rules meant to be in general, are there really exceptions, are all men the same? the traits, characters, behaviour, body language etc. or do some men try to be different and make it hard for women to read them? or is it vice versa? or it's just that simple, that he's really just not that into you and us women are just deceiving ourselves?

who hasn been in a situation whereby you dont know whether he or she is really into you or just leading you on or claims that he or she is into you but showing likewise? i definitely had been in this situation and it always makes me wonder, am i really just keeping it for the sake of keeping it, or am i really that tolerant when im already so tired. or am i the one wrong for being so called demanding? but are all of them demands or expectations, i mean i seriously doubt so, cos all are just basics or am i taught wrongly the whole of my life? friends can do much better isn it.

or mb it really is just karma, i mean i admit that im not totally a good gf in all relationships but when i start telling myself that i have to be a good one, it seems that karma's upon me. i ask myself, since all the signs are just right in front of me and nobody bothers to explain the signs shown arent true, why am i still hanging on, making myself feel miserable, making the other half miserable too. maybe im still living in a world of deceit, not willing to wake up yet, and trying to prove that he's just that into you.

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i thank those who understand me, but for those who dont, just fark off and keep your mouth shut for goodness sake. i am bitchy when there's a need to.