really couldn take it anymore again.

im seriously disgusted with myself.

why emotionally empty again? f-ing irritating! argh!

i know u are nice, and i just cant force myself to. so dead. tsk.

goodness!! its alr april 25th! my god. just 1 more week to death. sigh. i'm really afraid, really stressed. couldn believe i broke down damn badly. sigh. health's deteriorating too. and i know you guys care. thank you and i love all of you. :)

was on bus 185 just now. started having stray thoughts. what do i want exactly in life? all my life, im living for something else, not for myself. i realise. i've always wanted to do psychology, but to be realistic, i have to do banking and finance, just cos my dad aint well to do. not even well to do. haha. i have to earn big bucks to support my family. yea. burden's on me. and i've already given up to fate. all i can do now is to try my best to pass the damn exams.

i have to pass, no matter what.

Keith Urban- Stupid boy

Well she was precious like a flower
She grew wild, wild but innocent
A perfect prayer in a desperate hour
She was everything beautiful and different
Stupid boy...you can't fence that in
Stupid boy...it's like holdin' back the wind

She laid her heart and soul right in your hands
And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans
She never even knew she had a choice
And that's what happens when the only voice she hears is telling her she can't
Stupid boy
Stupid boy

So what made you think you could take a life
And just push it, push it around
I guess to build yourself up so high
You had to take her and break her down
Oh...

She laid her heart and soul right in your hands
And you stole her every dream and crushed her plans
She never even knew she had a choice
And that's what happens when the only voice she hears is telling her she can't
You stupid boy

Oh you always had to be right
And now you've lost the only thing that ever made you feel alive

She laid her heart and soul right in your hands
And you stole her every dream and crushed her plans
She never even knew she had a choice
And that's what happens when the only voice She Hears is telling her she can't
You stupid boy
Oh, I'm the same old, same old stupid boy

It took a while for her to figure out she could run but when she did she was long gone, Long gone

Oh she's gone
She's long gone
Yeah she is
Yeah, ohhh

Oh, nobody's ever gonna love me like she Loved me
And she loved me, she loved me
God please just let her know I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry baby
Yeah, it dawned on me
She's never comin' back to meeeeeee

a very funny incident happened today. have to blog it by hook or by crook. hee. i have to share the laughter with everyone. shared it with gela alr tho. hahah. i finished tuition as usual. and my tuition kid's neighbour has 3 cats who stays outside the flat. so they can roam around everywhere.

i was waiting for the lift to get down to the ground floor and guess what, when the door opened, the 3 cats snatched the lift from me. :( yes, one of the cats strolled happily into the lift and the rest followed suit. i was like, wth. didn dare to share the lift with them of cos. so i pressed the button so that the lift doesnt close with them in it. goodness. held for 10mins, tried my best to call the kitties out. but none understands obviously. haha. also, one of the cats was just too curious, its head kept poking into the sides of the door. so i have no choice but to continue pressing the button so that the lift door wouldn close and that the cat's head would not be crushed.
:(

i know im dumb, but i really have no choice. haha. the cat finally stopped being curious and sat down. got really impatient, and decided to walk down the stairs instead. haha. sad right, fancy cats stealing lift from me. goodness. too bad i forgot to snap a picture of them. shit. :(

i still prefer to deem it as a HABIT.

a habit that i can kick off easily.

i wish.

back to my useless self.

אני אוהבת אותך

yes, i'm affected. never been so affected before.

Pronunciation - Silent Letters

Time to improve some english guys!!

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Here is a list of common letter combinations with silent letters. This list contains most of the silent letters that give English as a second language students difficulties.

Silent B
B is not pronounced when following M at the end of a word.
climb
crumb
dumb
comb

Silent C
C is not pronounced in the ending "scle"
muscle

Silent D
D is not pronounced in the following common words:
handkerchief
sandwich
Wednesday

Silent E
E is not pronounced at the end of words and usually makes the vowel long.
hope
drive
gave
write
site

Silent G
G is not often not pronounced when followed by an N
champagne
foreign
sign
feign

Silent GH
GH is not pronounced before T and at the end of many words
thought
through
daughter
light
might
right
fight
weigh

Silent H
H is not pronounced when following W. Some speakers whisper the H before the W.
what
who
when
where
whether
why

Silent H
H is not pronounced at the beginning of many words. Use the article "an" with unvoiced H. Here are some of the most common:
hour
honest
honor
heir
herb

Pronounced H
H is pronounced at the beginning of these common words. Use the article "a" with voiced H.
hill
history
height
happy
hangover

Silent K
K is not pronounced when followed by N at the beginning of a word.
knife
knee
know
knock
knowledge

Silent L
L is often not pronounced before L, D, F, M, K.
calm
half
salmon
talk
balk
would
should

Silent N
N is not pronounced following M at the end of a word.
autumn
hymn

Silent P
P is not pronounced at the beginning of many words using the suffix "psych" and "pneu".
psychiatrist
pneumonia
psychotherapy
psychotic

Silent S
S is not pronounced before L in the following words:
island
isle

Silent T
T is not pronounced in these common words:
castle
Christmas
fasten
listen
often
whistle
thistle

Silent U
U is not pronounced before after G and before a vowel.
guess
guidance
guitar
guest

Silent W
W is not pronounced at the beginning of a word followed by an R.
wrap
write
wrong

Silent W
W is not pronounced with these three pronouns:
who
whose
whom

STUDY STUDY STUDY

cyril's bike

cutie cutie!

cyril

this is so old school!!

angela baby

i know these pictures are super late. been really really busy studying!! no choice, serve me right for being so last minute. damn!

*

quoted this from ad's msn nick: the whole world's a stage, all men and women are merely players.

sigh. why?

laziness, can you please stop bugging me? intellect and memory, can you please come quickly? :(

Buck Cherry- Sorry

Oh I had alot to say
Was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

This time I think I'm to blame
It's harder to get through the days
We get older and blame turns to shame
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah sorry

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.
I'm sorry baby.
I'm sorry baby, Yeah.
I'm sorry.

things are getting a little too serious, i'm so dead.

Quoted from angela baby, some friends come and go, some friends come and stay. and im glad i have a bunch of friends who came and stayed in my life. Thank you my lovelies!! let's try listing out names, im sorry if i left out yours. :)

Thank you angela baby, diora honey, may anne, big bro sam, sister ivan, sister kelly, uncle huat, ada, zimin, shaky, edmund tikopeh, leo, ad, kwang wen, zhenyi, cyril, huihui, michelle, ling hui, andrew, grace, jennifer, janet, kelly, irene, samuel. you know how much i love you guys!

ok. i know im being random, but i just want to express my gratitude to all of u guys. for the things that u all have done for me throughout the years, some months. :)

owell, i finished macro today!! and i received a surprise call! thank you. :)

cant wait to see my friends tomorrow!

temptations and distractions, all please fuck off!

a hug, that's all I need.

thanks angela baby. :)

i need to bitch!

god damn it, i sprained my left ankle, pain like crazy. lol. did a crazy thing aft class today. accompanied leo and edmund to watch soccer. omg! haha. but it was still fun with everybody arnd shouting and criticising. it was my first time at mohammed sultan, watching soccer. i only watch soccer at home when i feel like it. haha. :)

hmm, how many times have i repeated this phrase, everything's on the surface? i guess everybody can always hide their true inner self, showing what they want people to see. making people not like them, making people love them, making people fall out of love with them, making people think that you are childish blah blah blah. seriously, who's real and who's not? i guess noone will ever know. :)

whatever la huh. im gonna study.

god! outbreak's driving me crazy!! grrr. why why why. :(

finally met up with kelly tan for a short little while. a little bit of catching up here and there. really busy man. sigh. 3 more weeks to go!! hang in there alison! you can do it! haha. dont be demoralised by all the bastards and assholes. :)

okok. got to start studying! MACROECONS! GOD!

neyo- go on girl

I cant get it back, but
I dont want it back, i
Realized that,
She dont know how to act
Never been a dumb dude
No im not dense
I Just had a slight lack
Of common sense
I was the good guy
She was the bad girl
Im thinking one girl
She thinking me, earl james and jimmy
Yep she had plenty
But love for me, she didnt have any

I was inviting, her into my heart
But she was out riding in some other man's car
She was my night time, thought I was her star
Guess I was wrong, but see im strong
Wont take me long for me to move on

[Hook:]
Please dont worry bout me im fine
(Please dont worry bout me im fine)
Only gonna play the fool one time
(Only gonna play the fool one time)
Trust me when I say
That i'll be ok
Go on girl
(Go on girl)
Go on girl
(Go on girl)
Go on girl

[V2:]
I cant get it back, but
I dont want it back, i
Realized that,
She dont know how to act
Tried to settle down and look what I get
Thought it was my time, but I guess not yet
She at the bar getting drinks from many men
Im in the house, thinking shes with her girlfriends
Trust not knowing, truly not knowing
I look back now like, man, I was open

I was inviting, her into my heart
But she was out riding in some other man's car
She was my night time, thought I was her star
Guess I was wrong, but see im strong
Wont take me long for me to move on

[Hook:]
Please dont worry bout me im fine
(Please dont worry bout me im fine)
Only gonna play the fool one time
(Only gonna play the fool one time)
Trust me when I say
That i'll be ok
Go on girl
(Go on girl)
Go on girl
(Go on girl)
Go on girl

[Bridge]
The mistake i made is clear
(we never shoulda been together)
Thats the reason youre not here
(I know that I can do much better)
Not a single salty tear
Not a feeling in my chest
Baby im feeling no stress
Im too fly to be depressed

Go on Girl
Go on Girl
Go on Girl
Go on Girl

[Hook:]
Please dont worry bout me im fine
(Please dont worry bout me im fine)
Only gonna play the fool one time
(Only gonna play the fool one time)
Trust me when I say
That i'll be ok
Go on girl
(Go on girl)
Go on girl
(Go on girl)
Go on girl

i didn know what's breaking down exactly like, till today. i broke down, with nobody around except lakz just right beside me.

Selena- dreaming of you.

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I'd wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too

Cuz I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming about you and me

Wonder if you even see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
Would you see what's inside?
Would you even care?

I just wanna hold you close
But so far, all I have are dreams of you
So, I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you(Yes, I do)

I'll be dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming about you and me

Ahhh...I can't stop dreaming of you
Ahhh...I can't stop dreamin

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that you came up to me
And said, "I love you; I love you too"

Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow, and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming with you endlessly...

silly dreams that make me wonder why the hell do i want to get myself into such shit. dreams are just dreams, it will never turn into reality. that's it.

snir.

touring singapore! lol.

walla walla. 31 march 2008

LONG LIVE TO SINGLEHOOD. lol.

crazy night after much studying. these are only part of some pictures. more to come, more to come. :) i still cannot believe we finish 4jugs of beer within 1 plus hours. seriously, we are NUTS!

shouldn have suggested drinking. bloody hell, waste money, then have to eat maggi today. hahha!! im fucking broke. grr.

continuation of study kaki part 2

zhen yi and shaky

ok. i know i'm damn spastic. stress la. but at least these made you guys laugh right? hahaha. :)

Study kaki part 2

this is the time we went to some cafe and drank tang shui. yum yum. :)