Saturday, April 26

goodness!! its alr april 25th! my god. just 1 more week to death. sigh. i'm really afraid, really stressed. couldn believe i broke down damn badly. sigh. health's deteriorating too. and i know you guys care. thank you and i love all of you. :)

was on bus 185 just now. started having stray thoughts. what do i want exactly in life? all my life, im living for something else, not for myself. i realise. i've always wanted to do psychology, but to be realistic, i have to do banking and finance, just cos my dad aint well to do. not even well to do. haha. i have to earn big bucks to support my family. yea. burden's on me. and i've already given up to fate. all i can do now is to try my best to pass the damn exams.

i have to pass, no matter what.

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