Sunday, January 27

A girl named Al.

it's really a surprise how one can change so quickly. trying so hard one moment, and another moment, there's somebody else in mind. haha. irony isnt it. but what can i do, or what can i say? im in no right to comment nor am i in a right state of mind to do so. yes, mixed feelings at that point of time, sad, pissed, whatever. damn them la, seriously.

read jesmen's blog and wanted to blog a story too. :) dont mind, jesmen. :)

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a girl named al.

a baby girl named al was born, like all the babies, she was doted like a precious gem by everybody, and i mean everybody. her daddy loves her the most. whatever she wants or cries for, she will definitely get it. and she's definitely a daddy's girl. she loves her daddy so much so that, everytime when it reaches around the evening, she will automatically crawl towards the door and wait for her daddy to reach the doorstep. cos she knows that her daddy will carry and give her a big daddy's hug whenever he comes home from work. this is what you call fatherly love.

however as the years passed, the love between her daddy and herself starts to widen, leaving a really huge gap in between. there's still the love there but it's fading. she grew into a pretty young lady and her daddy starts to be over obsessive in protecting his little daughter. means and ways to make her stay right beside him. but, he didn realise that times have changed, being too control freak wouldn make someone listen to you. moreover al is a super strong headed lady. both their characters are just so similar and no wonder it clashed.

the more he controls, the more al starts to detest him or should i say hate him? hated him to the extent that she wished that her daddy was dead, or hoping that mummy and daddy will divorce each other and she will stay with her mummy. silly, isnt it. but owell, that's how much she hates him, or that's what she thought so.

and true enough, one day, al's wishes came true. her daddy died in an accident. she thought she felt much happier and relieved, but actually deep down, she's crying so so so badly. she finally realised that she doesnt really hate daddy that much. in fact, she really loves him and she has always been suppressing and not showing her love for daddy. cos, of everything, everything he did to her.

at this particular point of time, she hopes she can turn back time, the time when she was still a baby, the time when she and daddy were so close..

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end of story. pictures up soon. :)

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