Thursday, November 6

it's a kind of feeling when you see pictures that dont include you anymore, when all aint as close as before and everything's just talk only without any actions done. i mean what's the point of just words. others can be lazy, why not me? seriously, everybody else has convenient transport. sometimes i just feel that im the only one making an effort since like way before anything happened and im sick of it. i dont understand why im the only one accomodating. am i not tired too.

i dont know, when you see friends drifting apart, it kinda makes you sad, makes you realise that friends really arent forever. you can make a few friends here and there, and then poof, all gone. haha. i prefer friends to organise meet ups on a rotational basis, and not one organising meet ups every single time, and friends who will turn up for the meet ups, not cancelling the whole thing the last min unless something really cropped up. i mean isn that the most basic thing a true friend will do.

well, i just have to rant seriously. haha. well, mb i did the same but i know for sure i didn do that to some for the past few meet ups. ohwell, whatever.

I FEEL LIKE STANDING SOMEWHERE HIGH UP AND SCREAM AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS, SCREAM OUT ALL MY UNHAPPINESS AND PROBLEMS WHICH I CANT SHARE WITH ANYONE.

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