it's this sense of insecurity, it's the oncoming pressure and me seeing things that i dont wanna see, driving me crazy. sometimes i just cant figure which's which. it's been months and the problems' still stuck here, never solved. i just can't help thinking otherwise, i just don't know why. the problem lies with me isn't it? or as things progress, and when you know you want to keep things forever this way, you'll start expecting more? but not all can live up to one's expectations, you'll definitely get disappointments. but my expectations aren that high, it just takes one to do a lil bit more, just a lil bit more. is it too much to ask for just for me? well, i know i'm too particular bou the smallest details i can find and look too deep into it, which is probably the cause of everything for the past few years. my mistake, and am still learning from it.
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