i miss the way it was used to. the way when my heart's immuned to feelings, the way when i was never serious at all. just fun times without pain, without sorrow, without mixed emotions, without nothing. when things just aint going your way, it's fucking sickening. but that's life isnt it. you cant make everything go your way, if it does, i guess life's gonna be a little boring.
im trying to do things to keep myself busy again, which is good in a way. yesterday which is a sat, had homecoming at westwood. was boring, with little little memories rising. ohwell, have to catch up once in awhile i guess. then rush down to fort canning to cam whore with jesmen! will upload pictures once we have edited them. then rush down to kallang again to watch gary's concert with angela baby, uncle huat and edmund baby tikopeh. haha. gary's voice is superb tho it's a little bit boring cos he couldn dance and make his audience high. but i think his voice is seriously enough. haha. many many pictures awaiting.
are my expectations really that high? haha. whatever.
see, that's the price to pay for being a player. serve you right my dear.
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