i know i know, i should stop procrastinating and get it over and done with. i'll do it tonight. yeah. cos i'm kinda irritated already.

i'm nuts. :)

OK! I am officially broke! just 1 wk after exams and i've alr spent 300over close to 400bucks! damn! i need to scrimp and save and get a bloody job asap. sigh. all for the sake of money. if only, if only, if only. haha. cant blame anything, blame fate.

i need a holiday seriously! anywhere, just somewhere out of singapore. im getting really bored in singapore. nothing fun! sigh. sometimes i guess escaping is much better than facing the music.

met janet, kelly and irene today! was shopping at fareast. 2 interesting things happened. first i saw a tranny trying on to this dress. woah. big boobs, slim legs but with a man's voice. sigh. second, someone from cleo interviewed me with a qn: 'DO YOU THINK MEN LOVE INTELLIGENT WOMEN?' haha. of cos i know men love intelligent women, but i decided to answer something differently, or i should say politically correct. 'some men love intelligent women, but most men love dumb women because in my point of view, they can play with or cheat on dumb women easily. tho i have some friends who prefer intelligent women.' haha. took my picture somemore.

if i were a man, i seriously would prefer an intelligent woman. i mean, how the hell can a dumb woman communicate? i guess i prefer someone who can speak sensibly and be able to make small talks regardless of what topic is it. it's hard, but owell. dont understand some men seriously. haha.

i wish i have some new pictures to upload. :(

why is it that i can never ever get what i want. and i mean never. it's always the opposite that i got, and im pretty tired of it.

i'm glad things are fine now. :) back and i'm praying for the best.

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i seriously cant help missing you a little, just a little.

Mini celebration for dad and lakz

dad trying to be cool. haha.

dad with her big and pretty girls. :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAKZ!

time really flies! lakz is 1 year old alr! wow. haha. gonna hold a mini celebration for him tonight. will upload more pictures. :) HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DAD TOO! :)

please, please, don't let anything happen to you.

how i wish i can have someone all to myself.

YES!!! exams are finally over!! tho im abit not used to not studying, but still it's much better than constantly forcing yourself to study everyday. shant brood over the results until august comes. haha. i shall just enjoy myself for the time being first!

first thing first, i need to find a job real quick. earn some cash for my allowance and chalet! yeah! i hope everything goes according to plan. please, please, please, let me get the ballot. i dont want to have just a bbq, it's damn boring. haha.

shit, i saw a dress that i kind of like, but i dunno whether i should buy it or not. the worries of not having enough cash. :(

went to M hotel J bar yesterday, right after exams. haha. was fun, was fun. will upload pictures once gela send it to me. i want mich's birthday party pictures!!

doing facial tomorrow!! pretty pretty.

it's just a moment of dependence and habit, as always.

i hope.

some words kept ringing in my head.

i seriously don't know what's wrong with me lately.

maybe it's the exams, maybe it's not. maybe it's just me, it always do.

i am so freaking tired. :(

2 down, 3 more to go!

hang in there guys!

it's not that i don wanna talk, but when i need somebody to talk to, who's that somebody for me?

answer is none.

to be a whore is easy, one doesnt even need to sleep with anybody. as long as one person hates you, you are a fucking whore.

to be a bitch isnt at all easy, you need the intellect to be a bitch.

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i seriously cant wait for exams to be over. release myself from all the agony.

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i finally realise whatever dad says is true.

mr dumbo

my new phone's camera's quality is damn lousy!! goodness. gonna take pictures with my other phone. damnit.

hahaha. and i know the pictures looked damn cock! ad la, so dumb, bought the dumb specs for 30bucks at haji lane, somemore dunno walk how many rounds to reach haji. ass. haha. i look damn nerdy! haha. went beach road(army market) eat. saw gela and uncle huat there!! such a small world huh. haha. anyway, finally tried the fondue. ok la. was quite shiok. haha.

okok, i have a confession to make. i didn study the whole damn day today! argh. labour day, so my mum didn work, i end up chit chatting with her the whole day. sigh. i just couldn study at home when my mum's around. :(

but i still enjoy talking to her. :)

kk. got to go so some studying!! to make myself feel less guilty. haha. wish me luck guys. :)