alison

i just feel like blogging and blogging today, non-stop. i dont kno why. it's just my mood. i guess im a 'depends on mood person'. i will only talk on the phone when i have the mood to, i will only go out when i have the mood to(which i always have), i will only study when i have the mood to(which means never ever). MOOD MOOD MOOD! it's killing me! lol. but one thing for sure, if i dont eat, i wouldn have the mood to do anything. haha everybody knows that. =)

oman. i love eating, especially deep fried oily food! yum. luckily, im lucky enough that i wouldn grow fat, but i think cholesterol's just hiding in my body, trying to pull me down to hell. ha. but who cares, shall eat first, then think. seriously, i would prefer a date which involves eating rather than movies. boring! but i want to watch 'The Heartbreak Kid' casting Ben Stiller. sounds interesting from cassey's blog. hmmm. a comedy, one of my loves. haha. too bad, no boyfriend to watch with. =(

oyea, i was saying in my previous post that i hate being cinderella? i haven finished. haha. kiddos out there! dont even think about wanting to be a cinderella! the feeling totally sucks. cinderella's not good. and prince charming would definitely not come. so yea. dont even dream about it k. ok, im spoiling the image of cinderella. but owell, it really sucks to have a time limit to reach home.

sigh.

21's coming, and everybody is wishing for a car key. as for me, i just wish for a key to freedom. a key where i dont have to be a jailbird, a key which allows me to do whatever i want, a key which can unlock all curfews for me. fuck fuck fuck. hate curfews! damn. i so wish to be out now, having supper, drinking, or even be at my bf's place if i have one. sucks.

ok, this's never ending. ha. i can rant about it in one or maybe 2 posts? yea. stupid.

i cant wait for tomorrow to come. =) please please god, please dont rain. please. rain on saturday ok. =(

i'll be very sad if it rains. =(

tomorrow should be a happy sunshine day. =)

may-n's not going tho. =(

okok. it's about time to stop. =)