when dreams start appearing, it means that you are getting further away from reality.

thread breaks, disappointment surface.

every setback i face, makes me colder each and every single day.

can you tell that you are tearing me apart?

Rascal Flatts- what hurts the most

can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

(Not seeing that loving you)
That’s what I was trying to do

you left traces everywhere till i can't stop thinking.

i'm nuts.

i know i should stay focused. but something's pulling me back and that something doesnt seem real anymore.

i guess some things have to be locked up and never be told. :)

remember you telling me if i ever fall in love with a player, you will come back and bash the fella up cos u'll never want to see him hurt me? then can you please bash yourself up, cos you are hurting me.

all i want to know now is where exactly are you. i really miss you. i know this shouldnt happen, i've already controlled. but i just cant help it. like what sister ivan said, i shouldn be so naive to even believe whatever you said, but i cant help still hoping for something. i just cant help falling in love with you.

i am still waiting.

International furniture fair Singapore 2008 at Expo

some wonderful pictures of my damned workplace. :)

benjamin


celine.

snir

xiao bai

i will definitely miss everybody there. :)

i always get such lobangs. please just fuck off from life, fucking irritating.

furniture show's finally over! yea! had fun la, although it's tiring. owell. at least i received lots of compliments and praises. haha. this statement keeps running in my head. NEVER EVER TRUST WHATEVER A MAN TELLS YOU. it's from this old caucasian who came over and talked to us. it's really really true. fucking true.

owell. i definitely have pictures to post. but not today. im kind of lazy. :(

damn the client. everything's fine except the teeth. yea. everything is wrong except your teeth! i hope I shut him up today. but no!! please please please replace me. it's god damn tired standing 9 fucking hours with heels!! and with only 2 sandwiches, no, 3 to be exact in the stomach! god damnit. hard earned money leh. fucked up. but owell. for the money, i tolerate. just praying that i'm replaced. my feet are fucking sore. and i have to wake up 6am in the fucking morning to rush to expo! wtf. it's my sleeping time!! argh. just let me rant, i am god damn tired. haven been this tired for so long. ono.

seriously, i don't know what's wrong with me seriously. giddy spells even when lying down. o great.

yea, i'll try. and soon enough, everything will end. because i know i will never ever agree.

cinderella isnt happy. :(

stupid boy with my pile of dumb notes.

his hair is damn curly wurly and i don't know why. mummy says curly wurly hair means super michievious. lol. some kind of theory.

刘明峰 无尽的爱

我在每個和你分開的日子裡　
愛你的心從未止息
看時間悄悄劃開我們的距離　
讓我不能自己

發現我不夠好你也不完美
紛紛擾擾傷痕累累
恨自己當初傷害你不懂得珍惜　
卻來不及

我在無盡的等待　
卻只剩傷害　
心碎的時刻　
喔　有誰能明白
無盡的懸崖　
孤獨的存在　
沒有你的未來

我的愛　失去後才明白　
後知後覺 你卻在咫尺天涯
道不盡千言萬語　
在心口難開　
真實你的存在
你的愛　我總是放不開　
只能在夢醒時分　
痛卻難以釋懷
在我心上沒人能替代　
是你的無盡存在　
無盡的愛…

too bad, no videos for this song.

thanks uncle huat. :)

i guess i really did a good deed by introducing. yeah. as long as everyone's happy, i'm happy. :)

mind games are interesting, but it gets really tiring at times. because guessing isn interesting. im lazy i know. :)

it's time to work hard, for my chocolate buffet! yeah~ i'll hold you to that.

it's happening.

shell-ed from the outside world.

shouting out loud 'leave me alone'.

and telling people, 'don't worry, i'm fine. cos i really am. :)'

OneRepublic - Stop And Stare

This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shakin off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel...
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can u see what I see

They're tryin to come back, all my senses push
Un-tie the weight bags, I never thought I could...
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Gonna run till you can't walk
But something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need

What u need, what u need...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, do u see what I see...