sometimes I just don't understand why

and maybe I don't even need to

i love you lakz,

more than anything else in this world.

:)

I wish there's a plate of sashimi hotpot in front of me. :(

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who's up fer mahjong on the 29th or 30th?

my house.

Can't wait fer my next hair treatment, which is in Jan 2010! woohoo! smooth hair with no frizz, love it.

I want to work events! damnit!

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fuck spreadsheets, they are a pain in the ass. damn. :(

Found a cool fishing and prawning place, with paintball games, rockclimbing and whatnot. a really nice chill out place with friends or even fer birthday parties. Bottle Tree Park at Lorong Chencharu in between Yishun and Khatib.

Not forgetting my usual cam-whore sessions and my uber so cute Lakz with his lingerie toy. lol.

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BOTTLE TREE PARK

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who says iphone camera sucks, i think they aren't too bad after some editing. ;p

alright, fb's not hacked. stupid fb suspended my account fer security purposes. dumb. why would they even detect suspicious activities. stupid.

on a side note, for all my friends who voted fer me for the Asian Model Awards thingy, THANK YOU!! I'm not selected to Korea which is expected cos they wanted people with lots and lots of experience in commercials and prints. I have none. so yup. it's ok, cos i'm not gonna do this long term. it's just fer some extra income during my school days.

exams are coming, timetable's out, letter fer pmt is here. so fast, a year gone real soon. my timetable sucks. back to back. how to study like that! my exams end in 2 wks. Sian, I rather it drag a little longer, so that i can study more. it's my last yr. sigh. means, I have to start early which is right now! fer the past 1 month, I haven been studying, keep watching dramas, do silly things like playing fb games, going fer stupid castings whereby I'll forever not get selected. ohwell, I guess I have to cut down on all these. easier said than done. hahahha. I'll try my best.

worked fer OSIM Ukimono over the weekends with Vivien, will post up pics real soon, if I ever get them. hope I can work this wkend too. I need money!!! working with Vivien was fun and not boring cos she has loads of crap. LOL. I'm the dull one. xin ku ni le V. when will I ever have the chance to do prints? I hope to see my poster some day in the mall, any country also can. hahaha. fat hope, I guess.

did my free hair treatment today! my hair feels so soft. once in a lifetime. haha. I'll have free services in Xpect Salon fer a year cos of this hair show I'm doing next year, plus some remuneration, super budget tho. but nvm la, free hair treatment, colour, cut, wash, whatever fer a year! i'm gonna do it every month, till my hair's not dry anymore. hahahaha.

anyway, good night people. and MERRY CHRISTMAS in advance! :)

I THINK MY FB ACCOUNT'S HACKED!

MISS SINGAPORE UNIVERSE 2010 is up!

let's see who is the next Ris Low! lol.

feels like going, but stage fright. :(

don't even think i'll be selected anyway. SIGH.

我一直反复地问自己，你到底值不值得。

答案是不值得，但我还是一头的栽进去。

I AM ONLINE SHOPPING AGAIN!

OMG!

Urban Outfitters, F21. SALES!!!!

they are damn nice. I just cant resist them, but at least I controlled myself to buy only just one each. hahaha.

sigh.

die la, i'm damn broke! only left 200bux in my account.

I need work!!!!! Please!!!! Hire me!!!!

I want and need a new camera. :(

I want and need an income for my daily expenses. :(

I want and need to graduate soon. :(

I want to be selected. :(

SIGH. so many wants, but none achievable.

:(

my head.

i feel like I'm dying.

maybe it's h1n1.

argh.