i feel sad when my friends feel sad recently, i put myself in their shoes and this is bad. cos I shouldn, it will hurt me instead. but i can't help feeling upset. i want all my friends to be happy, i really do. i just read a blog of my friend's and yeah, she sounds down, not the cheerful friend that i've always known. :(

i miss all my old friends so much, i really do, even though they are only a handful but at least there aren't any false pretenses around them. they really do feel happy for me when i do well or when i'm happy and really do feel the same when i feel sad or unhappy.

why is this world full of pretentious people with pretentious acts that i'm really sick of. i just want to mix around with people who are real, people who will just tell me my faults right straight into my face rather than saying it behind my back. I don't mind having face to face criticisms or confrontation seriously. that's more true. i hate it when people start telling you that this person isn't nice and still treat that person as a gem. seriously, just kiss my ass. i can't stand those shit and that's prolly why people can't stand me. haha.

ohwell, enough ranting. few more hours to go to clear all our damn doubts. SIGH.

why do I still feel something after so long.

ain't someone supposed to be happy during their birthday? I'm not happy at all because of how dumb SIM can be and how screwed up they are. Why did they even bother testing the damn academic profile and show all of our results, then telling us that it's a testing, the results aren't confirmed nor accurate. I mean how screwed up can a school get, seriously. just one day before my birthday, just one day. Am I unlucky or what.

I'm not happy with my results at all even tho I passed everything but different people have different expectations. Some aim for a pass, some aim for a 1st class, some aim for a 2nd upper. I'm only aiming for 2nd upper for my macro cos I studied so damn hard for it. but all I got is a damn grade similar to corporate finance which I thought I will fail. Seriously, how am I gonna get into the management trainee programme in the banks that I'm aiming for. So stressed about it. SIGH.

Then again, it's not really confirmed tho I seriously doubt so. I don't know, it's just kind of sucky to have to know this during your birthday. :(

Happy birthday Mum-25 Aug 09

cute little lakz. :)

PERCEBE

cool stuff, so wanna try it. looks like a penis tho. haha.

PERCEBE, a spanish word pronounced as per-THAY-bay. this is a delicious, edible gooseneck barnacle which thrives at the ocean’s foamy edge.

SO how do you eat it?

You obtain the freshest percebes possible, then you boil them, strip off the outer skin of the stalk and bite off the interior meat which has a delicate, seafoody flavour recalling lobster.

In Spain, the culinary belief is: the shorter the stalk, the tastier the meat.

Interesting huh? for more info, check out http://www.billcasselman.com/words_of_the_world/percebe.htm

for those who aren't sure what a barnacle is, click http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Barnacle

Cheers. :)

i miss myself, the old happy, sometimes grumpy me.

i am not happy anymore and i know i can't live with this forever.

SIGH.

Why am I always so free everyday.

good night.

untouched unsatisfactory shots

taken in sentosa

finally! tons of pictures to be uploaded. am too lazy to sort out the pictures. :)